The Thing on My Back

A poem

Tanzeela
1 min readAug 23, 2020

For long I have carried

Something on my back

It weighs a great deal

I can’t ever rest my back

Crushed under its gravity

I try to raise my head

But cumbersome as it is

End result is a spinal crack

Every time and every where

I must labor with it

No helping hands are put forward

Only cheers and claps

Why don’t I ever let it go?

Why don’t I put it down?

I ask myself this every day

While stumbling through my tracks

They were there yesterday

They shall be there tomorrow

Destined as my drudgery

Ubiquitous as my sorrows

Old tracks and familiar weights —

Perhaps I’m fond of them

Perhaps I’ve embraced too much

Perhaps I’m keeping them

I went one day to a mountain peak

I hauled that pile of stress

I closed my eyes and cried a bit

And sighed with every breath

No more could I keep it on

That anchor fast I hurled

Falling down, I saw it then

‘Twas nothing but the World

By: Tanzeela Anis

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